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Holy Father, bless us and keep us in thy light

and please be sure to give us loots of might

trying to win back our ground

our souls had browned

going to the garden to sit and think

Will Death come to us with a deadly wink?

speculating and thinking long and hard

they should never let doen their guard

I wasn't really expected to know

by these fragile threads that we sew

between the light and meI could not see to see

putting love away

truth must dazzle gradually

the dark rain still falls from her eyes

no matter the greatness of the force that she tries

her fear growing like kelp

with it she does yelp

so this is a summary of fate

inevitable even if that is what you hate

The twited metal's silver chrome... it's exterior stained with red

Kyle Cyr

March 26, 2010

English

Poisonwood Bible novel poem

Their hope has greatly faded

Blown by curiosity

No wonder they’re so jaded

Led by animosity

Engulfed by the darkest dark

Many times they cheated death

Deceived by a lying lark

The cadence of her last breath

They have grown very mature

Tricked by foolish sentiments

With deep feelings of demure

Living in poor tenements

So this is my summary

These people are binary

Their hope has greatly faded

Blown by curiosity

No wonder they're so jaded

led by animosity

Engulfed in the darkest dark

Many times they cheated death

deceived by a lying lark

The cadence of her last breath

They have grown very mature

Tricked by foolish sentiments

With deep feelings of demure

Living in poor tenements

So this is my summary

These people are binary

Have you ever had one of those moments where you can't help but think "Why do people do the things they do?"  I had one of those moments last time I went on a plane flight to Colorado.  I'm waiting in security checkpoint line.  All of a sudden, this guy sets the metal detector off.  he turned to the security guards and said "Don't worry.  I know what set it off.  I have inserted in my rear end: a piece of copper wire and a rock."  they ask him why he has the rock in his rear end and he simply replies "It relieves the stress of flying." 

o_0  this doesn't make any freakin sense!  who in their right mind would do that?!

Once upon a time, there existed a giant tree that was the source of mana. 

A war, however, caused the tree to wither away, and a hero's life was sacrificed in order to take its place. 

Grieving over the loss, the goddess disappeared unto the heavens. 

The goddess left the angels with this edict: "You must wake me, for if I should sleep, the world shall be destroyed." 

The angels bore the Chosen One, who headed towards the tower that reached up into the heavens. 

And that marked the beginning of the regeneration of the world...  

A good friend is someone who won't point out every weekness you have.  If you can't help something, then you don't need your friend to confirm it.  A good friend will talk about your strengths instead.  When one of my friends gives me a compliment, I feel stronger.  When I feel stronger, it's like my armor is built up, and it helps my self-esteem.

I have friends that always try to cheer me up.  I value their trust.  No matter what I do, I know they will be there for me.  If I'm in trouble, and I'm innocent, my friends will stand up for me.  When my friends stand up for me, I feel happy because it makes me feel valued.

I like to hang out with my friends.  We like to talk about what happened on the weekend.  Recently, my dad said, "Look out the window!"  And he said there was a skunk in the backyard.  The skunk was staring at us, as if to say, "What are you going to do about it?"  It went under our shed, and after a few minutes it went to the neighbor's backyard.  When I told this to my friends, they burst out laughing.  When they started to laugh, I started to laugh, and then we started talking about random things, and that lead to more laughing.  When my friends laugh at my funny stories, it makes me feel good, because I feel that I've actually done something good for my friends.

I like sitting with my friends at lunch because that's when all our funniness gets unleashed.  For example, there was a time during lunch when my friend George, did this imitation of George Bush and we all laughed because it was an unexpected joke, and it was ironic, and the way he phrased the joke made everyone laugh.  I value a sense of humor in my friends.  I value this because most of the time I just need to cut loose and forget about my troubles and worries.

Another thing I value in a friend is their ability to sit down and listen to me when I need advice.  Most teachers can be friends as well.  I can go to some of my teachers for advice.

sadism |ˈsāˌdizəm|
noun
the tendency to derive pleasure, esp. sexual gratification, from inflicting pain, suffering, or humiliation on others.
• (in general use) deliberate cruelty.

completely untrue about me.  although I will admit that I am a self-sadist!

 have a theory, let me know if u agree or disagree...

I would say females came first, as with some species (of lizards). There r only females and they clone themselves.  Problem here though, there clones-if one gets sick they all can, no diversity to ensure the survival of the species.

Perhaps all forms (or the first life form we all stem from, all as in mammals or even further back to the first invertebrates) started with only a female...  Then came a need to dilute the gene pool (to ensure survival) and one female popped out a male that was capable of spreading genes around...

The female at the time would not have to change as her anatomy would easily except such a task as sex, since everything is right there anyways...
the male started breading, getting a few females here and there that were not already pregnant with a clone.  Even if the male had a female young, his job was done as she would lack the ability to self replicate-she would be dependent on the male...

To make a poem for you

Is what I’LL DO

I'd give anything to give me to you

You’re so cool as dew

You’re a gift from above

My little dove

I’d give you my heart

Cupid must have hit me with a love arrow

You are so pretty

Your eyes are so clear

I want to be with you for infinity

And I just want to call you “dear”

You take away all of my fear

You are as graceful as a deer

All I am is a punching bag

I am invisible to them

As I do is lag

Of me they do condemn

I am a self-parrot

Caught up in their insulting snare

I am the prey-the ferret

My cries I do blare

At myself I do claw

Though my self-confidence is bare

My fate I cannot draw

Entwine me in your words if you dare

Trapped in the darkness’s lair

Chained up in this wicked affair

Coliform bacteria
Not to be confused with Coliiformes.

Coliform is the name of a test adopted in 1914 by the Public Health Service for the Enterobacteriaceae family. It is the commonly-used bacterial indicator of sanitary quality of foods and water. They are defined as rod-shaped Gram-negative non-spore forming organisms. Some enteron forms can ferment lactose with the production of acid and gas when incubated at 35-37°C. Coliforms are abundant in the feces of warm-blooded animals, but can also be found in the aquatic environment, in soil and on vegetation. In most instances, coliforms themselves are the cause of many nosocomial illnesses, they are easy to culture and their presence is used to indicate that other pathogenic organisms of fecal origin may be present. Fecal pathogens include bacteria, viruses,or protozoa and many multicellular parasites.

 dammit Dylan!  why did you have to die?!  why couldn't it have been me?!  if I could have helped you in time... you'd still be alive right now!  instead, I couldn't, and now your family is sad and everything!  

Alas, the death toll bell rings

At the peak of a bloody dawn

An eerie song the ghost sings

For what reason am I drawn?

Body under a grey stone

Thy broken heart heals no more

Looks like the light hasn't shone

No more brain forevermore

seventeen years never seen

6-foot deep hole is covered

This bad air is oh so keen

All the sorrow I fathered

My heart and mind were once fed

Tell me-which one is more dead?

I can't believe it!  I just found out a week ago that one of my best friends, Dylan, died!...    I hate my life!  Why did he have to die?!  Why couldn't it have been me?!  it's been a week since knowing... and I still can't get over it... Why did that car accident have to go and kill him?!  He wasn't doing anything to anyone!  He was just riding his bike!!!   

why???!!!  why do I have to be such a burden on everyone?  I mean, I know I can't help it because of my PDD, but still...  I HATE being like this!  I always wonder what it would be like to be normal... I need extra help and everything!  I HATE feeling like I need help with everything!  I can take care of myself!